life is really starting to look up.
even though sunday afternoon was difficult, the night certainly made up for it.
i just feel so happy.
the apathy that i had been feeling for so long has somehow just disappeared. i don’t feel quite as sad now. i don’t dread waking up.
this is what it feels like.
we held hands and smoked cigarettes and for the first time in a while i felt awake and alive.
Hey my girlfriend is gorgeous.